It occurred to me that I have posted my first blog, and haven't really addressed the title - Smile Like You Mean It - well I guess where my mind was going with this, is that we all wear a face each day, mine is always a smile. I try at least, to smile be polite to everyone. Whether that's people at work, people on my train, my taxi driver or anyone I come into contact with really. But none of the these people have any idea what lies behind this smile - the loneliness, the sadness, the heartache, the disappointment, the anxiety. And that's why I am doing this, to get to a place where I am smiling because I mean it! So who is Mr 'here today gone tomorrow', well that would of course be MB. (Remember no names ;-)) So how did things escalate from an innocent chat on a coach, I hear you ask? Well this is the part where you will absolutely judge me, and actually I judge myself. Now I am not fan of cheating in any way shape or form, I do not condone it and I want that ...